Notes (to Self) by Analisa Faulkner Valiente

Day 5 Winner of Quarto’s 2022 Thunderdome Flash Fiction Contest. View the prompt here.

 
 

2/5/2022 (first day of last semester!)
Philosophy <3

Audre Lorde Notes

-Audre Lorde: black lesbian poet (like me! Ty Mr. Wurst :))

On “Transformation of Silence...”
-Addressed to feminist conference-James
Note: didn’t make a joke about feminism. Maybe he’s not a total dick (maybe)
-Awareness of death
-Theme: silence will not save us from inevitable end, so we should be vocal– Leila :)
Try to always remember Leila’s campy glasses
Currently aware of the inevitable end of my time here. What silences does this free me to break?
-Must seek out the words of those not like us
● Wurst: like our class
Note to self: in end-of-year thank you note tell Wurst this class was the first time I really felt free to break silence.

!!: at home put sticky note on notebook that says “TAKE ME TO COLLEGE!”

On “Poetry is Not a Luxury”:
-”I think therefore I am” vs. “I feel therefore I can be free”

Megan: I saw that line and thought, “OMG, I know that quote!”
Wurst: I know! We spent a week praising Descartes, now it’s time to start shitting on him!
^submit to MHS overheard

-Can these two notions coexist?-Leila

-Summary: having ideas shows we exist, like Descartes says, but only our feelings about them are original (James disagreement). (e.g.: thinking about graduation is not new, but how I deal with leaving these people could be). New feelings are the reason for new actions (connect to Sartre?)
^got so involved in conversation; couldn’t keep up notes. Hands going up everywhere. Realized I was more scared of not being part of this moment than I was of forgetting, so it’s your job to remember how it felt

Essay idea: Only new feelings; argue they can’t reoccur (so we must preserve them through poetry)