Dear Soraya,
Love, are you okay? Do they               you? I’m so worried you know. There’s lightning 
across the sky all night, lighting up our           by the                 . But no rain. Anyways, 
you know at the store, they brought                       already. I pitted sour                    all 
day, the tablecloth         gave us went           with their juice. Promise I’ll save you jars 
of preserves for your return.                                      some figs too. You know I haven’t 
opened a                                       since they                                                                                           you. 
Till then, please eat well. By the way. The neighbors got an apology                          and 
a few thousand dollars. They calculate               based on                    and 
and age. The worth of a                            ,of a human                 .                  hands shook as she 
opened                . She took it out front                                and ripped it. Had to calm her 
                        before she went back in. Sorry. Didn’t mean to                you. I hope I don’t 
make you                                     me....Why did you            me to remarry? I told 
and he couldn’t stomach it. I would never                  you know. I read some Gellhorn
like you recommended. The                       Ground. The wife sends letters to her
like I do. You know honestly I don’t read               now. I’ve                     the books. All of
them. Can’t stomach their                                                                                                . All those
spines lined up on my shelf. How you would stand there, smelling the pages.         them.
They all say the same                   story. None tell ours. Anyways, I couldn’t            , so I’m
sitting by the window watching it streak. Gets             sometimes, so I write you letters
I don’t send. I don’t mean to cause alarm. I only want the ones you open to
              like a hill of poppies. God... I’m thinking I must look like something              lit up
like this! Wish you could see it. Singing that            you loved, remember, the line that
went “                                                                        ”? I’m holding the                     just for you.
Yours,
Lida (BC'23 she/her/hers) is a Psychology and Education major from Houston, Texas. Writing poetry is a way for her to connect with Iranian culture and explore new creative boundaries. This piece is inspired by Arab prison writing.

